so the Kiss You video was said to come out yesterday, Monday, but it didn’t. Now people are saying that it’s supposed to come out January 4th. I can’t wait that long!

so i know that by now everyone has heard about what happened in CT. and i know that everyone has heard a lot about what people have to say but i need to get this off my chest. that man didnt only take away the lives of those children and teachers. he took away the lives of their parents, their grandparents, their friends. he took away more lives the than he could imagine. i didnt even know the kids or teachers but i cried. i dont mean 1 or 2 tears. i mean i balled. how could someone be so monstrous? im going to talk about the teachers now but most of this will focus on the kids. the teachers gave their lives up for those children. it makes me think. i mean i never thought about MY teachers doing that but now i believe that they would. i just keep thinking that i wish i was there because i mean im only a teenager but still those kids didnt get to experience anything. at least i got something. i keep thinking that i wish i was there to take a bullet for at least one if not all of those kids and the teachers. the kids didnt get to realize how important life is, how much friends mean, a first kiss, a slow dance. they didnt get to know how much their parents loved them. they probably didnt understand what was going on. they were, and i know people dont like it when i say this, babies! they were little kids! they couldnt have done anything to deserve what they got and i pray that that man, that demon man, rots in hell. i know its not right to wish that for anyone but i do. i wish that he rots there for eternity. i hope that he can hear the screams of the children, i hope that he knows what he did, i hope he suffers from it and i hope he dies over and over. im not a mean person but that ancestor of Satan deserves it. thank you for listening to me pour my heart out. again.